Me and my lil cute world.

hi hi

2011-12-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

so you have some stalkers cheery? HAHAHAH
i like nyah! :))
see you soon hehehe :))

ECP

2011-09-26T00:49:00.002+08:00

Yayy! finally to ecp with Achik just now..
I've been asking him to accompany me to go there siaa..
I wanna feel the breeze there.. Okay -.-
Reasons why I wanna go there.
Well firstly, I haven't been there for like ages. Stop exaggerating miaa
Secondly, it used to be me and nifa's favourite place.
And lastly, I just love to be there okayyyyyy.. ^^

And just now, we saw two beautiful parrots hanging around with their owners.. Yup beautiful. :))

And there was this so called dogs carnival at ecp. Just sayingggggg
Okay soo we sat at one of the big rocks from 5ish to 7ish..
And ive to tell you that I just enjoy sitting there doing nothing. Really!
I feel very peaceful down there.
I can reflect about things that I've done and gone through just by sitiing there :)
It sets me thinking too.

Went back home and now I'm thinking about tmr's work. Sighh..
I am back to ninewest. Haha..
I hope the people there miss me. Hurhur ^.^

Thanks sayang for bringing me to ecp.. Teehee!
You know I love you ^^

Goodnight loved ones ;)

party time ^.^

2011-09-17T01:53:00.000+08:00

yoohooooo Cherry!

end of attachment~ ohh man..

3 weeks passed so fast, true true? yes.

im gonna miss all the staff there. and of cos, not forgetting the patients that i took care of.

ohh! did i mention that i worked with Mazlina? okay no.

so yahh.. she's one of the assistant nurse there and we're always in the same team. ^^

haaa~ im gonna miss this particular patient, a cancer patient.

her cancer is already at stage 4. :((

i dont know but this lady really touched my heart. hehe..

well, i didnt really like her at first, cos she have this stern look that kept me away from her.

as the days passed, i began to realise that she's actually very very soft at heart.

it's only because of her condition that she gets agitated at times, and i got used to it. :)

i did NG feeding for her, at least twice a day. and i did cold compress for her cos she's always having

fever. i did that at least twice a day too. its like im only attending to her ONLY.

bias/unfair yes but i cant help it. :((

and i just love talking loudly to her ^^ HAHAH! cos she has hearing impairment hehe :)

and when i wanted to go just now, she actually teared. :'(( awwwww speechless please.

haaaaa i hoped she have like a few more months more. so that i can still visit her some time soon. :))

okay sooo enough of being emotional.

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ACHIK SAYANG AND YOURS TRULY, MIAACUTE !

omg its already one year! wahhh longest relationship by far :))

i just want us to last longgggggggggg teehee

i love you so much sayang! :')))

goodnight cherry ^^

over soon.

2011-09-14T00:52:00.003+08:00

cherry baby! my darling already own a bike! yayyy!
i feel like im riding on a roller coaster. i mean like this is like what my 2nd time riding. pillion lah -.- hahahahahahahaha so yahh.. im enjoying the rides lah. like ive said, its likka roller coaster ride.
so i should be just fine *smiles cutely*
okay soooo attachment is ending soon! i need my vacation mannn.. NEED! :///
3 more days and im done! 3 weeks past that fast ehh? goody goody.
PLUS! 3 more days to 1st year anniversary with Achik!
it feels like yesterday when i first talk to him. hehehe.. i hope that everything that we went through is all worth it. :)
thinking back from august 2009, when i first talk to him, i really feel that he's actually quite a nice guy.
i dont mind about his past; everyone makes mistakes right.
his honesty is the one that attracts me the most ^.^
i am soooo looking forward to our so-called date with him on Sunday :)) since we cant celebrate it on Friday which is the actual date. but its okay! teeheee :))

3 MORE FREAKING DAYS. I CANT WAIT!

and i dont know why i cant add song to my blog. like suddenly pfthh! erghhh! one problem after another. toodles moodles

new look, yet again

2011-09-11T02:08:00.001+08:00

ooo baby cheery!

yeap! brand new look for you, yet again :)
this look thousand times better right? hahaha
alright i just dont want you to be dusty (kay -.-)
so im dropping by to update you :)
and i will find time to edit you to RED. soon baby soon
i really should be going to sleep now. i cant barely open my eyes.
RAYA! HARI RAYA was not that bad but i'll update soon lah okay :))
toodles moodles. ^^

just lose it.

2011-09-05T00:56:00.017+08:00

CHERRY!
attachement is driving me crazy!
actually no lahh.. im so "fresh", just out from the oven. kay -.-
i just cant stand my blurness. hahahahahaha
yes seriously, blur sotong okay.
i dont like first time of everything! i'll be like some gundu.
i cant stop complaining. i need to let it out here. blah blah blah >.<

i miss Nana. :'(( i miss her so much!
i wanna meet her soon please. haiss haiss hais.
okay stop miaa. goodnight cherry *_*

woohoo~

2011-08-25T02:52:00.001+08:00

cheery cheery cheery!
exams' finally over maaaannnnnnnnn XD
freaking happy happy happy ^^
just now was bio paper, and i hope i did OKAY for it :)
studied the last 2 chapters 1 hour before the paper and that topics, CVS and conducting of heart came out siaaa! XD heennnngggggg ahhhhhhhh

the sucky part is the attachment. O.o im not gonna be happy with this cos it falls on RAYA. -.-
i havent find my black shoes and gaaahhhhh.. the uniforms are not altered yet. :///
yeapp im not ready for this blah blah blahhhh

so today is Lydia Bachen 's birthday! woohoooo! gosh i miss her like woahhhh ahahaha..
she has actually been there whenever i need her. and we started to part since like.... last year?
which im not sure why but when i met her last sunday at her house, we werent awkward.
so that means we are actually still in good terms but we are busy with our thang right?
okay im talking crap here but then again, who cares :P

gonna play my Sims 3 now. sudden addict to this. (is this sentence wrong? i aint give a shit rightttt haha)
toodles moodles :))

thank god its friday :)

2011-08-20T02:42:00.004+08:00

cheery!
its friday! its friday!
you know what that means?
my partner aka lover aka bestfriend aka brother books out of camp! wheeness! ^^
imma happy goober! -.-

before that.. studied bio again.. so many topics laaahhhhhhhhh
supposed to study FON but i cant be bothered. JUST KIDDING!
i shall find time. still have 2 days left to study FON. i can do this :)

so yahhh, ive just finished cutting the song for the parent's support group.
yea cheery, im involved in this parent's support group. because farr's mum wanted help with malay dance.
so yahhh :)

okay so i met sayang after break fast.
ibu cooked spaghetti just now so definitely cannot miss that ^^
we went to woodlands bazaar to sneak a peek. haha!
saw esah lima puluh sen at civic. hohoho! :))

ya allah.. saye rindu sesangat dengan sayang. :')))
we sit and talked like there's no tomorrow.
hahaahahahhahahah
we are freakingly cute i tell you

and gonna have last malay dance session with the parents and then buke with sayang after that.
maybe with nana and wawan? maybe lah ^^

toodles moodles :)

p.s : i just wanna find time and change yr skin cheery! and edit you RED again! hmph! okay dah :)

a mess

2011-08-19T03:25:00.004+08:00

cheerryyyyyyy. :0

i did my psychology exam just now.
i screwed it! i wonder when will i walk into the exam hall saying,
"lets do this! " instead of "maaattiiii". kay lame. not gonna happen O.o

sucha hectic week ehh?
im this >< close of breaking down.
i just dont want to be pushed to other people okay?
if ive made my choice to be with you, so with you i will be.
END

saye sayang awak. percaye saye? :(

:(

2011-08-17T13:11:00.000+08:00

NO EXPLANATION IS NEEDED!

again

2011-08-13T03:19:00.000+08:00

cheery? why do i feel cranky nowadays?

i dont know. im just mad for no reason. no actually not

anyway, ive break the iTouch code and damn i like it. :)

i wanted an iTouch badly, and ive got it.

i think for now..... thats it lahh ehh..

i dont wanna leave you alone Cheery.

i looovvveeeeee talking to myself. :)

toodles moodles.

what!

2011-08-12T02:17:00.001+08:00

I can't sleep and this is not twitter bye. :(

testing

2011-08-11T15:06:00.001+08:00

Test test test :)))

good morning.

2011-08-05T07:29:00.000+08:00

dear cheery,

i wanted to change songs for you yesterday. then i did a mistake. and so i changed yr skin.

i dont know if this is nice but yah.. i just took this and just edit here and there. not much.

dont worry this is temporary. seriously was not in the mood to edit you but i wont make you look that

ugly okay. -.-

whatever.

and i hope Love will call me tonight.. :) and when he books out tomorrow, im gonna hug him like theres no tomorrow! crap. idiot -.- im not in my best mood today.. friday blues? oh its rebecca black!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

im laughing lika toot now. kay LAME. usually i love fridays. cos its the end of the school week and we get to rest on weekends (do i?). and of cos i get to meet Love. but ya know today is like hmmm.. i read that thing and my mood when *looks down from the window* okay so why do i like to exaggerating things?

riiggggghhhhhhhtttttttttttt.

stop it will ya? just find something you own okay?

early in the morning and i blogging. seems like i love you too much eh cheery. pfffthhh

okay so not going for first class which is the Safety tutorial. i just dont understand all this. haha stupid.

i dont care. im going back to sleep and gonna wake up at 11. so adios :)

toodles moodles

blog error

2011-08-05T07:00:00.000+08:00

URGH I HATE IT SO MUCH.

I HAD TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN COS OF A STUPID MISTAKE DONE BY MIACUTE.

GERAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMM

I LOVE MY PREVIOUS SKIN :'(((((

IM GONNA SUCK ON THIS BYE PFFFTHHH

unexpected gift! ^^

2011-08-03T01:49:00.001+08:00

hi dee hoo cheery :P

im going to talk about that wonderful saturday. heehee!

okay i woke up early that day and i ditched work.. cos i just feel so lazy.

if my manager or colleagues reads this, im gonna be so dead. -.-

okay moving on..

suddenly i received a text from someone ; it wasnt for me.

"anonymous" : Nana, kau dah beli cake untok mia?

i was like whaaat is going on here~ HAHAHAHA!

i wanted to reply but nahh.. lets just play that game, ya know that game :P

one surprise yang tak menjadi. HAHA!

okay then i went to do my hair accompanied by Farr. :)

rebond again.. pffthhhh.. im gonna have that crispy crispy hair soon :(

the 'hair' process done after 3 hours. sighhh..

ngantok habis please.

went back home and then received a another weird text from Nutt.

she said something about sorry for not being there at my celebration and hope that i like the

cake and present "they" bought for me.

and again i went whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat :P

AHAHAHAHA! both surprises failed omg..

i could not stop laughing until the rest of BFFLs arrived at my house with the Mango cake. ♡

yuummmmmmmmm

and they bought a bracelet with my name engraved on it. love it so much!

cos its red!

then Nana called, asking me to meet her and syg.

so i met them awhile and guess what..

syg's cousins surprised me with a cake. thanks to Nana! hmphhh.

freaking maluuuuuuuu siaaaaaaaaaaaa

i dont know if i should just run away but i didnt lah -.-

but so sweet of Nana to buy me a cake :)) ♡

the best part!

syg bought for me a necklace from Citigem! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!

that was unexpected! very okay!

omggggggg.. he was very very sweet okayyyyyyyyyyyy

he said he bought me that cos he wanted me to always remember him.

excuse me Mister.. im always thinking of you okay. ^^

okay so mushy mushy ehhhhhh :D

i love him so much! :D

i love BFFLs too! :D

and i love Nana too! :P

i'll post some pictures soon. teehee! :D

great saturday spent :))))

yours truly ^^

2011-07-29T01:02:00.002+08:00

wheeee my 19th birthday! ^^

classmates bought a bigggggg chocolate cake for the July babies ; Qian Yee, Lynette and MiaaCute :)

was abit awed but expected lahh.. hahahah :P

and guess what? i received a gift from Had! it was a 'sweet 16' perfume.

cos i look 16 rightttt.. i know. okay -.- hahahaha!

and we just met like 3 months ago and she already buy for me a birthday gift. that was so thoughful :))

after school, i celebrated with family and Farr. and we went JB's swensons. hehee :P

its hundred times cheaper there. okay exaggerating miaa -.-

its like 2 to 3 times cheaper omg. :))

thanks ibu for the treat! :))

though you and had dont read this post hahahahahaah :P

OUHH did i mention that i got a red G-Shock watch from abang and Farr? OMG!

teeheeeee ^^ mia sukerrrrrrrr!

thanks people! ♡

bloody

2011-07-29T00:27:00.008+08:00

hi cheery :)

sooooo this is my blood test. yes i poked my middle finger with a needle!

actually aisyah helped me with the poking. i HATE needles please :'((

yeaa i did this in school on monday during lab.

and i didnt get the chance to update about this..
the A serum and AB serum have reactions on it.

the results was....... A- !

i dont know whether this is trustable, but okay. for now im an A-

after 19 years of living, i just know my blood type.. so gundu!

can i be A+ ? cos A- sounds soooo negative and not good.

hahahahaha childish -.-

and again for lab we went in that room that are full of hmmm real human body parts.

the human body parts are all dismantled into different containers.

quite scary okaayyy.. especially that person's face. :(

and we get to see a human lung.. that person's lung had black substances on it ;

which is tar and nicotine? omg..

scaryyyyy.. and the juices were oozing out when our lecturer squeezed on side of the lungs.

haiyaalaaaaahhhhhhhh

i passed my bio ICA with a C. boo yeaa.. but i passed hahahaha :P

toodles moodles :))

ps : i am gonna post about my birthday celebration on the next post hehe :)

resolution?

2011-07-26T02:32:00.004+08:00

i know i posted something about my resolution a few months back.

and i am gonna see where i stand now. just for my info. hahhaah :P

i dont wanna be out there again. except to school
no more getting hurt. *crossed fingers*
✓ no more tumblr-ing
✓ seldom meet people
✓ diet is a no no for me
be happy, yes happy
✓ play games everyday :P
buy new stuffs
✓ complain to my blog, often ^.^

still got some things that is not achieved yet. hahahaha :P

the first one, i just went to da shocase 10 on satuday..

ouh yah! everything changed! as in the people. omg.. sooo many new faces.

so weird. weird feeling. :/

okay i thought i was done for today. ouh well, goodnight!

mondayblues; blue's clues

2011-07-26T00:54:00.002+08:00

me, just last year. hahahah i miss this
Cheery!

i used to believe about monday blues..
actually still believe like 70% lahh

but sundays are sometimes.... not good. okay so why sunday?

because! i had the most annoying sunday ever. 23072011 suck
okay whatever. not gonna ruin my day talking about this. :)

just now the results for bio ICA 2 was out but only the top students know their results.
AngChee got 49/50. waaaahhhhh again :)))
clever lah can.. i wonder how i did for that. :/

first day of school for someone!
hope everythings fine there.. soon it will get better :)) ♡

gonna mug for bio.
mug for bio.
mug for bio. okay bored bye

toodles moodles.

plain

2011-07-22T23:48:00.001+08:00

cheeryyyyyyyyyyy

i was late to school. its just the usuals hehhh
did the shooting in school since the group insisted on presenting a short video about our ICA.
okaayyyy whatever; im gonna suck on it.

theres a possibility that sayang is not gonna meet me tmr..

he cannot book out for some reasons.. not confinement. ahhhhhh
im so missing him right now.. :'((
so emo please ; me no likey. but i cant help it!
he's always there when i need him and he's there to listen to all my complains and respond to it..
no on else can do that except him haissssss
blogging so emotionally tonight.
but no one reads this shit. hahahahahhahaah
he has not text me, the only text was only morning at 6. until now, its like 15mins to midnight.
hellppppppppppppp :'(((((

what a friday. goodnight
toodles moodles

just for fun ^^

2011-07-20T11:11:00.000+08:00

Capricorn Man – Leo Woman Compatibility

The nature of both zodiac signs is very opposite. A Capricorn man is reserved by nature and is less emotional and more of a practical man. Whereas a Leo woman is warm natured as well as quite emotional. The other difference between them is that a Capricorn man always tries to save money while a Leo woman is more inclined to spending money as she wants. Such difference in their nature is definitely going to create problems for them in a relationship.

All is not lost between them and there are some good things also in their relationship which will help in building relationship such as the loyalty and commitment they have towards their partner. To make the relationship work they will have to let their partner take his or her own decisions and allow more freedom to them.

Developing a relationship will certainly be difficult for them but with right attitude and eagerness, they can still make it a success. From his end a Capricorn man would like his Leo partner to control her aggressiveness and also extravagant nature.

The conflicts can be minimized or almost eliminated if they adjust their behavior, Capricorn man lets his partner to play the leading role in things she does & also she gets the kind of freedom she desires. If they concentrate more on the positive features the other person has then the likelihood of problems will be much less and a relationship will easily form. That way they will also be able to maintain it for a number of years.

those in red are freakingly true. maaatttiiilaaahhh~

just be true to who you are by Jessie J

2011-07-20T10:35:00.001+08:00

CHEERY CHEERY! ARGHHHHHHHHH!

CAN I JUST SCREAM OUT LOUD?! LIKE FUCKING LOUD?!

okay whatever, small matter, im chilling.

and ive got a test today, as in later. cbbbbbbb

i didnt really study yesterday cos i was freaking tired. haiss..

should not have gone to work actually. i forgot i have test later.

but i did stay up until 3 plus or so? yahh but i couldnt take it.

woke up at 7am for school yesterday and went off at 2plus pm to work. no breaks.

and finished work at 9.40pm. wahhhh ive been up for more than 16 freaking hours.

i hope i dont screw up later. currently studying ; skipped bio lecture and safety in healthcare lecture.

whatever, Liyana aready took my attendance. :)

okay so sayang called me yesterday night! weehoooo :)

while i was working lahh.. it was only for awhile cos he had to fall in for inspection. :(

then he had to sleep so yahh.. tolly understand that sayang. ♥

so now everybodys talking about Demi Lovato's skyscraper. ehhh?

gonna listen to that after this. ahahahha..

but i still prefer Katy Perry, JLo and last but not least Jessie j ♥

just me again.

2011-07-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

♥ this girl here lah siol :P

hey cheery :)

Sayang is back in camp till Saturday.

and he went outfield again until tuesday night.. and yes no handphones allowed.

sucks right~ and yeaahhhh only a day and im missing him now.. :'((

but he'll be back by tmr night and will text me by wednesday? yea i'll be waiting ♥

~~Bio Practical~~

ouh goshhhh i think i screwed up again.

well, i didnt study that much.. the weekends was packed with MY schedule.

worked last Saturday and went to melawat kubur-kubur arwahnya on Sunday.

i was very tired on both days and i couldnt get enough rest..

so i didnt study at all ; i only depended based on what ive listened during lectures and tutorials..

i was freaking annoyed that the 2 idiots kept on bragging about it.

seriously guys, you gotta stop before somebody gets mad. _|_

and i hope i pass, HOPE :)

so yahhh gonna have Nursing Lab theory test this wednesday at 3PM.

merepekxzxzxzxzxzxzxz

and we havent even learn that remaining topics.. it'll be tested siaaa ;/

i dont even know if i can understand everything. .

that lecturer just sucks. she taught us things that are irrelevant cb..

we're the colours of the rainbow yeaaaahhhh yeahhh

kay random, cos im currently listening to Rainbow by J J J Jessie J :)

okay toodles moodles :)

her (belated) birthday :D

2011-07-16T01:39:00.003+08:00

CHEERY! ♥

14th july 2011 was her birthday.

didnt get to meet her on her birthday itself as i was sick.. sudden, yes sudden sick -.-

so i went back home as soon as lesson ended.

damn those body aches :S

and so just now, i was better. so i decided to surprise her with a cake with Rai.

i hoped she really liked it cos its not a big one actually. so cute like me.

okay dahhhhhhh

she thought i was mad at her cos she didnt wanna meet me (at first)

HAHAHAHAH no i wasnt :D

anddddddd when she saw the cake ; BAMMMMM she went like awwwwwww

heheheheeee~

AND SHE HUGGED ME! WOOOOOOO~

i know she ♥ me. bluekkkk!

AND SAYANGKU IS BACK HOME.. WHEEEENESS! ♥

i hope he's happy in his new camp. seems happy :))
he was all smiles just now, talking about his new bunk mates. :D
AND TODAY'S OUR 10TH MONTHSARY. HEHEEEEE

ouh well, goodnight CHEERY! :))

ps: i gotta study study study :x

not just 2 but 3. :)

2011-06-29T00:15:00.002+08:00

PSSSTTT Cheery!

u have one more stalker ya know.. heeheee..

in fact he used to stalk me last time but now, suddenly he reads u again.. hehehehh.. :)

i miss u too arman tan beng hong. ^^

wonder when will i meet the whole bunch of my frends..

i dunno i dont feel like going out there again.

everytime im out there, theres always something that may happen.

especially things/words that can crush this little heart of mine. :(

im happy like this, this way being away, cos theres no drama.

ouh well, im gonna meet love tmr! wheenesss~ he's always making me smile..

and i will always go awww whenever he text me " *hugs and kisses* ". cute right?!

coming out from him is like omg cuteness.. :P

i love u so much amirul sayang! MUUUUAAACKKKS!

goodnight Cheery, im gonna sulk all day in school tmr. :)

what a week.

2011-06-18T22:00:00.002+08:00

dear blog.

i am gonna give u name.. been wanting to call u something dear blog, but i dunno what..

okaaaaaaaaaaaaaay....... cheery!

cos yr the only one that made my day.. that can cheer me up. so yahh..

CHEERY! heee~ :))

so Cheery.. its been awhile since i communicate with u.

hmmmm sooooo many darn hurtful things happened.

most embarrassing thing happened, most hurtful words said by someone close, then being outcast by people.

also being away from Love last week. :((

everything was seriously fucking bad last week and this week, it was better.

i had a great time together with love when he booked out. :))

and just now, i was invited by his family. in a way, i bonded with them especially love's sister.. heheheh ;))

gonna work tomorrow. i can foresee it'll be a mundane day tmr, no doubt.

toodles moodles Cheery! :))

YAY!

2011-05-20T07:26:00.000+08:00

OMG LOVE IS COMING HOME TONIGHT! YAYYY!!!

I MISS HIM SO MUCH!

CANT WAIT TO MEET HIM LATER.

BUT FIRST IVE GOT TO GO THRU SHITS ON A FRIDAY MORNING

AND ALSO MEETING LATER WITH THE GROUP.

I REALLY THAT GUY. ;///

TOODLES!

-.-

2011-05-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

yo bloggy.

im pissed like freaking pissed.

cant u tell me straight that actually u dont want me to follow u go out?

and i freaking asked my manager that i want to work because of u!

yahh thanks to u ive to work today!

cos i listened to u!

u were having fun with the rest while i rot at work!

i wasnt supposed to work. u asked me to!

why are u so selfish???

yr always having fun while im not around!

and now u guys are happily talking about the fun u had!

STOP IT! i can hate u for that!

plus sadly, ive to study for my test tmr. great! thanks! thanks so much!

_|_

2011-05-16T01:31:00.001+08:00

Without you. :')

all smiles.

2011-05-16T01:25:00.000+08:00

helluu~ :))

love dah balek!! :))

he'll book in on tuesday night.. :)

currently spending time with him.. hope he knows that im using these times to be with him.

somehow i feel something's amiss.. but nvm, who cares right? haha.

gonna be busy these 3 weeks..

with tests and presentation.. gaahhhh.. ://

ouh well.. gonna keep myself occupied and not think negatively. :)

goodnight world.

I ♥ U. :))

he's coming home! ♥

2011-05-12T21:27:00.000+08:00

BLOGGY!

Love nak balek! heeheee! :D

omgaga i am so freaking excited! im so gonna hug him tmr..

im so gonna ask him to comfort me ; after everything that have happened during the 2 weeks..

i wanna forget about the 2 weeks!

im not able to sleep today im telling u. hehehehh.. :))

alright im gonna do assignments now.. :)

toodles!

im an alien

2011-05-06T00:59:00.003+08:00

hey bloggyyy..

went to GSM just now.. hahaha..

mandarin language was so fun lor..

we were laughed at by the lecturer.. hoho..

was sucha long day for me in school, 10 - 6. gahhhh..

made it thru tho. :)

okay.

its been like 3 days since i met Love..

i miss him soooo much. :'((((((

i dont sound desperate right? :(

haiss.. well he's always there whenever i need him.

he noes me best.. haaaaa.

i cant stop this.. :(

i love u so much!

please dont think negative while yr in camp..

i really hope u trust me, and not listen to all what others say about "long distance relationship".

if they dont understand/know me, they cant judge..

these people who judge and assume is a no no for me ; straight in my haters list..

and without u, im so lost! i feel that ive no friends ard me..

i just cant blend in with the others in school.. so sadd :(

its like whenever i speak, everyone kept quiet and dont understand me..

im sucha an alien to them.. :(((

i just want this one month to go fast please.. i need his shoulder.

yr my bestfrend, LOVER.. :'((((

ouh lets not forget that someone..
seriously, never fail to be by my side.
i cant deny that she is always there for me.. i thank u too. :') ♥

goodnight, i love u achik..

♥ ♥ ♥

one month :'((( ♥

2011-05-03T23:18:00.000+08:00

BLOGGY! :(((((

Love is in camp areadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. haisss..

in the morning went to his house to meet him before he book in.

i cant follow, school ; lab today..

cry cry cry cry like a baby.. :'((((((
i love u sayang! i love u! i love u! :(
please have faith in us, trust me please while yr in camp.. :((

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

aftermath

2011-04-24T19:48:00.001+08:00

busuk face -.-

bloggy bloggy! :)

lets talk about the chalet. :)

it was great, awesome.. heeee~

only 7 can make it on the first day.

Love, Nana, Rai, Ila, Anwar, Wawan and Miaa.

we checked in quite late, around 4 plus pm i guess.

not that bad lah, cos Nana drove us there. wheee~

minutes passed and we got bored.

2 of them were sleeping, 3 of them were doing their thang.

me and Nana? watched the tv. hoho..

both of us were like okaayyyyyy :P

Nana kept on asking what were the night plans..

its either bowling, nightwalk or karaoke.

for sure i dun wanna sing.. paiseyyyyyyyy.

we had to wait after 17 groups then we can bowl.

what luck. :(

waited until its our turn and yuupppp, EXCITED :D

Love did so much nonsense yet cute cute stuff there.

hahahahaha :P

from sulk to smiles. hehehehhh..

i love u! :D

went back to our room it was aready 4 am? yahhh

and decided not to sleep until 6am..

but i couldnt take it.. was tired. hahaahaha..

the next day was bbq-ing.

woke up 12noon. but Love slept until 2 i think. hahaha.. so cute!

the rest came at 5pm and above.

we started the fire from ard 7pm to 10pm.

cos the charcoal sucks! bought a new pack of charcoal and that charcoal can start in just a few minutes.

serious ehh.. -.-

and WHITE CHICKS on channel 5 at 7.30pm. but we didnt really watch. :/

Nana's sambal sedap lah can. :)))

but then i ad to go home ard 11pm so yahh..

it was awesome awesome day plus great day spent with Love! :D

9 more days. :'(

good friday = holiday :)

2011-04-22T02:40:00.004+08:00

hey darlaa :))

OUH THIS IS MY 100TH POST!
IMMA HAPPY GIRL. HAHAHAHA! ^.*

what a day in school.. spent like 10hours in school..

hahahahahaha..

and guess what? i wore slippers in lab today..

lucky i didnt get caught. :P LUCKY!

i felt like i was having flu in the later part of the day.. ://

prolly cos i havent had lunch? yeaaa..

had late late lunch at South canteen with Farr.. super hungryyyyy :(

save money lah kann.. hahahaha!

by the time it was aready 4plus. and i had wedges too! yayyy!

met Zie Zuu again.. :)

i dunno why i feel nervous everytime i meet her..

our meetings are just like less than 15 mins. hahahahaahah

just now was our 3rd meeting and i still blush. :(( whyyyyy.. O.o

okay so went up to club crawl again.
hahahahhaha..

i wanna watch FB perform again. :)

most of them improved okay! alotttttt!

they did the closing performance for club crawl. :))

after that was the shuffling, again. -______-

ouh yah, Ikaa was there too! heee~

super shagged. serious.. but chalet later! wheee~ :D

cant wait to have fun with Love, Nana and frends.. hohoho :))
OF COS IM NOT SCHOOLING TMR, COS ITS GOOD FRIDAY.

10 more days. :'(

Club Crawl

2011-04-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

this is what i do in lectures. as usual~ :P

BLOGGY BABY!

hie~ :))

my new classmates! hee..

im currently close with 4 of them ;

Hadcute, Liyana, Aisyah and Sarah.

Had is really cute, but she slept in some lectures. that was me last time.. hurhur! ^.^

they are fun people.. so yahh.. im glad i hang out with them :)))

today's great! cos I WASNT LATE. heee~ i feel good ya noe. :P

lectures, lectures and more lectures just now. gooooodddddddd..

had our lunch at South canteen. its UPGRADED! finally girl~

last time was horrible! hahahahahhahaa

but yahh.. :))

wanted to do configuration for our lappys but we had to do it ourself.

but we dont have connection there cos we are connected.

and im talking too much, am i? HAHAHAHA.

CLUB CRAWL!

i miss those times with dayat.. ahahaha..

we were like.. okayyy sign up this and okaayyyy sign up that.

fun siaaa~ cos got free gifts! ^.^ pfffthhhh

Hadcute is a sporty person. so she's definitely not interested in clubs, dance etc.

i really her attitude ; so independent and strong and BAM! she's hot. heee :))

and Liyana is more soft.. so yah she's more too malay dance and all.

MIAA? BOTH ALSO CAN. teeheee.. tamak yerrr :P

signed up for FB and Touch Rugby and MCG.

just gg for the trials and auditions lorrr..

ngantok please?

goodnight baby!

12 more days. :'(

1st day of school.

2011-04-19T01:00:00.000+08:00

bloggy.

im back to school. and im gonna stay in it.

if NURSING makes me happy then yes this is what im gonna go for.

lets study :)

and first day of school was okay. intro here and there.

started my first Bioscience lecture. im loving that. FAV SUBJECT NYAH. :)

bloggy,

tell me whats wrong with me. :((

at this point of time im just easily emotional.

i can just get angry for no reason, be sad for no reason, cry for no reason.

this just sucks.

my feelings feel disturbed? maybe.

i want more attention? maybe. :(

maybe its just away for 3 weeks. but gonna meet less.

me busy with school. i wanna be occupied with school stress but not now.

before this 2 weeks. just 2 weeks. :(

or maybe i sound so desperate? hah. whatever.

i cant sleep.. just hope u can call me now.

maybe make things look better for me. :'(

HEART U

14 more days. :'(

16.04.2011 ♥

2011-04-17T18:57:00.002+08:00

pssst! thanks to mum and mama! ❤

BLOGGY!

i didnt tell u that yesterday 16.04.11 was my 7th monthsary with Love!

wheee~ :))

had a very fun time spending time with Love. ❤

i really ❤ him so much! :)

but the sad part was i didnt get to follow family to JB!

waaaaaa~ :((( *sobs*

they had fun like fun fun. kay i dont make sense but im so effing jealous.. :(

i wanna have fun with Mama and family..

but ouh well, its the past right? (padahal baru smlm)

mum bought for me one more pooh bolster, an adidas bag and bangles for me. :))

ouh! mai mai gave me a DoraTheExplorer doll. teeeheee.. so cute~

i'll be starting school tmr.

excited much bloggy.. :))

gonna have new resolutions.

and im gonna count down till Love's NS date. :(

16 more days. :'(

nifa's cupcakes.

2011-04-11T13:26:00.001+08:00

final! :P

bloggy, dont u think the title sounds wrong?

HHAHAHAHAAHHA!

cos we made cupcakes for her! wheeee..

we are gonna surprise her later.. yupp..

the cupcakes are made by Esah and her sister and me(icing) :P

nak jgk credits. and i dont think she'll know about it if i blog here.

cos she dont read my blog, so yahh. :)

had fun ytd with Esassssh :P

experiment with the acuan.. hahahaha!

went home around 12plus am? yahh..

all the way from way to adi's hse to esah's hse. heeee :)
and credits to esah's sister for the cupcakes. :))

Love fetched me home and then baaamm! i slept like a log.

and ohh! wan's finger broke! omg omg omg omg

and he didnt wanna do anything about it!

gilerrrrrr nak sepak jer! hmph..

hope he's doing fine now. :)

ouuh! side tracks :P

marsh mersh morsh.

2011-04-05T01:49:00.001+08:00

hi bloggy..

today wasnt good enough for me..

i dont really know why.. i got angry with Love for no reason..

haiyooo.. i felt bad.. :(( im so sorrryyyyyyyy..

but the good thing was i got to sell 8 pairs of shoes with only 3 customers..

wonderful righttttt.. hahahaha.. :)

i dont really care about the commission already.. bayeeekkkkk :P

as long as i get to sell like 2-3 pairs of shoes, then thats it for the day.. :))

and now that im so pokai.. i cant even eat a proper meal for breaktime..

my bad! cos i cant save.. i just dunno how to save..

when i get money, i'll be like buying food and stuff.. fatty mia! :(

so now.. im not gonna on a diet but gonna eat after work, at home..

eat banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak until i go bloated.. hahahaha..

tomorrow off! so can save ezlink. hohoho..

alrightey..

ouh and bloggy is no more colours ehh? hmmmm..

maybe i'll add colours again soon okay? i very the malas lahh.. hahaha.. :P

goodnight! ^.^

the search for a long floral dress.

2011-04-04T02:44:00.002+08:00

BLOGGY!

do u think i should start taking tons of pics with Love?

hahahahahaha

what a question.. i should lah. no i shouldnt. maybe a few pics will do. *thinking*

so today, went breakfast with Jazzyma at Mac amk.

after such a long long long long times a hundred times didnt get to meet me.

so i did today.. teeheee.. :))

well she had to talk to me about things.. well u know what bloggy.

i didnt tell u? okay *whispering*

rigghhhhhtttt.. -.-

and i saw a suicide! but it has happened when we arrived at the scene.

it was at amk mrt station. geeeee.. scary.. :((

actually Jazzyma wanted to find a long floral dress for Khai's sister..

its her birthday next week.. i think. :P

so toured town area just to find that dress that suits Khai's sister. hahahahah

tiring okay! i think i can lose weight likethat! kay bedek.. :((

we found dresses that was either expensive or short in length. sighhhh

OUHHH! we played Kinect XBox 360 at Cineleisure! omg!

seriously entertaining sia that game. i wish i could buy that.. grrrrrrrrr..

so continue......

finally we found the dress at Far East Plaza after a freaking long walk from Scape to Far East. -.-

both of us were like ahhhhhhhh penaaaaaaaaaaaaatt.

HAHAHHAHAHA :D

overall had fun with her ; tho there were awkward moments at first. :))

then meet Love and Farr. :))))))

Farr is having her break so we accompanied her. :)

after her break, went to eat at Cahaya with Love..

urrgghhhh that makcik.. -.-

how can she be taking orders while sitting down with us at our table? _|_

like what kinda service is thaaaaaaaaaaat auntyyyyy.. -.-

forget about that bloggy!

so jalan jalan-ed with Love ard town, again. just now with Jazz.

hahahahahahha

then head back home, smiling plus damn tired.

great Sunday spent today! :D

nowplaying MAD by Neyo.

2011-04-02T01:46:00.001+08:00

HAVING FUN? GO GO GO!

-_______________-

my new hair~

2011-04-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

and soooo this is my new hair bloggy.. :))

trying to rock it, trying very harddddd.

cos i look super fat in it. :'(((

went to EVG Sec's Honour's Day event today.

with Atiqah and Nani. ♥ ♥

basically to help out the dancers with the accessories and stuffs.

Papa assigned me to pin up the accessories on their 'sarang lebah' and guess what..

jari ku sakit skali.. :((

had fun with them, really. i felt the secondary school atmosphere.

i dont even know what that means.. hahahahhaaha..

played this Silent Game introduced by Papa.

tho no one was silent, it was super fun.. hoho!

i really miss sec sch life mannnnn..

and i miss Cikgu Iswani. :'(

if only she could watch them dance just now..

they were close to perfection. felt happy for them. :')))

had dinner with Atiqah and Nani at KFC 888.

goshhh.. catch up time! hahahaa.. love them so much! ♥

shucks..

2011-04-01T02:01:00.002+08:00

bloggyy!
april foooooool~ okay Islam cannot celebrate that right? hehehehh..

yupp i know im like updating u everyday.. im gonna maintain like this okay?

i wont leave u again. :))))) ♥

and sooooo im berry happy that.. okay no. hahaha..

just saying that for fun -.-

mum bought me a new pooh bear/pillow! wheeeeeee!

love u ibuuuuuu! hurhur.. ♥

she got that from Ayer Hitam, JB. yup JB.. hahahah.. :P

i was so excited when mum called saying that she had a surprise for me.

she told me it was not a new phone. so okaylahhh..

♥ pooh bear! me likeyyy.. teehee! :))

alrightey! off to bathe now.

havent bathe since i got back from work. busuk! ^.^

lalalalelelululuu.

2011-03-31T11:15:00.005+08:00

BLOGGYYYYY!

lalalalelelululu.. ive been saying this since forvever! hahaha..

i know people gets] irritated lor if i say this.. :P

bloggy, can i ask u? am i a BIG inspiration to people?

HAHAHAHAHA! okay mia prasan.. -_.- *opps taiklalat lagi* :D

my so called resolution for the next couple of months.

i dont wanna be out there again. except to school.
no more getting hurt *crossed fingers*
no more tumblr-ing
less meetings on people
diet is a no no for me
be happy, yes happy
play games cos that makes me happy
buy new stuffs
complain to my blog ^.^

i love being M.I.A. cos it doesnt make any difference.

might as well stick to this.

im outzxzxzxzxz. kay lame.

WHATEVER ROCKS YOUR WORLD.

*i used to say this back then in primary school? hahahhahaa!*

p.s : i cant upload pictures now! hmphh..

this is gonna be a effing mundane diary for sure.

silly me.

2011-03-30T02:39:00.001+08:00

holaaaaaa bloggyyyy :))

if u know what im gg thru, i'd appreciate it so much. :)

and there were ups and downs today.

dont wanna talk about it cos we're fine now. :) ♥

right now its the up time. up time -_.- *opss got teklalat* hahaha!

from time to time, A'an is always the one trying on my dresses, shoes, bags and stuff.

and today he randomly put on my tight fitting pink shirt and tights. yes tights!

and he danced to the song S&M. ANNOYING RIGHT??!!

soooooo we took a video of him dancing his thing and i secretly post it at facebook. hahahaha!

mengamok tu budak. ^.^ HAHAHAHAHAH!

he was so kewat siaaa.. serious. guess everybody is just being open now. *giggles*

hahahahaha! love him lahh.. :))

ouh i have a message for u.. its up to u to take it deeply or lightly.
im just trying to be very concern for u and try to help u..
i know u say u dont believe in this thing called "Love".
and that it only exist in a fairytale.
but have u ever think about how u get in this world?
okay from our parents. "Parents"
once, our mums and dads are strangers. but because of this thing called "Love",
they eventually get together.
without them, we are not here, having fun with our own lives, in our world.
without "Love", we dont exist.
they brought us in this world and make us see the world ; be it in a good or bad way.
so my point is.. dont make "love" thingy sounds bad..
ive been there too, dont believe in it. but when i see the big picture, i see colours. :)
and my purpose of posting this to u is not to force u in anything.
i know different people have different perception. i respect that fully.
and please dont hate me. im just tryna help u.. :')

heartsyousomuch. :)

uuweeeee !

2011-03-29T03:01:00.001+08:00

hie again! ^.^

i had fun editing u bloggy..

2 years of not editing? gahhhh..

what an introduction i have up there. hahahahahaha..

dont care! cos im inspired man..

BY IKAA! :))

the mixpod! yes! i wanted to put that last time but i just dunno how to do it.

until today, i try figure it out.. not even HARD miaa.. bodoh mia!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

ouh bloggy, i wanna tell u that u and i have a big big fan.

he's been reading my blog ever since he knew me. very sweet? okaylah.. :P

i ❤ you! ^.^

goodnight world!

tolly new look. :)

2011-03-28T21:15:00.001+08:00

hie bloggy darla!

ive changed yr appearance! heeee..

because ive changed my look too. *sobs*

i think im gonna suck in it. concave hair. :)

i hope i can rock this hair of mineeeee.

and rock u too bloggyyy! hahaha..

after 2 years of using the previous blogskin.

and this looks better on u! teeheee! ^.^

ouhh! and i met Ikaa last night..

hugggggggggggggggssss

we talk talk talk like theres no tmr. *giggles*

alrightey thats all.

love uuuuuuuuuuu!

better than talking to u. -,-

2011-03-26T22:41:00.001+08:00

okay hie bloggy darling.

im sorry i neglected u and MIA. (thats my name kay lme -.-)

and i felt bad for u bloggy cos there are times i would let out everything here.

cos only u can listen, without complaining. so i thank u for being there for me.

kay am i being a bimbo? ouh yes.

here we go.

so what if yr rich in wealth but not 'rich' in manners?

so what if yr boyfriend fetch u from yr workplace but my boyfriend fetch me somewhere further?

so what if u can easily communicate with new friends?

so what??

so what if yr all that but yr manners are... *thumbs down*

its as if yr telling me im not good enough for everything.

be it in money, relationship or personality?

i know yr good, very clever. yes i know rich, yes very rich.

please mind yr language. it may seem that u mean nothing when u say all that.

sometimes people are sensitive in some matters. dont tell me yr not likethat.

maybe u say can i am sensitive ; say whatever u want.

but if u dont want people to hit u with words, then dont do so at others.

u know how me, dont really care what people say.

but remember, theres always limit in everything.

i'll be okay tmr. :)

waterfront with love(s)

2011-02-03T03:22:00.004+08:00

yooooooo!

maybe today was a better day? hahaha.. :)

todayyyyyyyyyy...

the plan was to go breakfast with Ikaa.. in the end, i woke up like 2 hours late.

supposed to meet her at 10. pfftthhh.. sorry Ikaa! :(

and sooo woke up at 12, yes 12.. -.- hahaha!

followed mum go buy cat foodie for beloved honey loving Gegerl. wheeee!

ate lunch at Mac then went back home to get ready and meet love.

i checked on the movies, cos we planned to catch a movie. but we didnt catch cos it slipped.

okay -_______________-

but seriously, we didnt watch a movie. instead i ask Farr which is the best place to go,

sightseeing maybe? hahaha..

cos i checked the available movies.. boringggggggggggg.

so yah, first we intend to go to Botanic Gardens, then changed to the National Museum.
we cant make up our minds. hahahah!

in the end, we went to Woodlands Waterfront.

together with An and Farr. :)

blah blah blahh.. then went for dinner at KFC. ;))

and annoyingly yet adorable, An tried to flirt with Love. hahaha!

great day spent! it has been quite awhile since i went out with Love.

still loving him. ♥ :))

ohh yess im soo fat now.

but whatever, im happy ^^,

goodnight world.

after much thinking..

2011-02-01T02:00:00.000+08:00

trash out time? yes! goo!

to u.

ive been constantly telling u that theres nothing to be afraid of.

cos my frends, u should know how they are.

its culture, "dance culture" to hug frends when we meet.

thats how we greet each other.

*sighs*

u dont understand me; for now maybe.

its not as if i will be attracted to every one of them.

thats like.. nonsense. seriously.

i know its hard to tolerate with me. cos i dont like to be held down.

i need space for me. please..

im not that clingy type. but i dont easily get bored either. get it?

so if u trust and have faith on me, things will work out just fine.

i trust u, 99%. not enough? ://

i dont need u to trust me like how i trust u. at least 50%? :(

*sigh again*

i love u, yes i do.. <3

and to u.

maybe im not the best for u.

i cant be there for u? *sigh*

ive been telling u that i'll always be there when u need me.

im just a call a way. but instead, i feel that ive been left aside.

most of the time, i'll wait for u to even text me.

but no, not even a text. :(

its so sad. that we used to be so close, even if yr sooo far, we were still close.

but now.. i dont feel the connection.

u used to tell me im selfish, in a way.

i gave u time alone. but now u have yr frends..

i know they are yr frends, they know u before i knew u..

*sighs*

i dont even know if u have time for me.

i realised that im the one who text u first.

im the one to tell u about my stories and then u'll say about yrs.

u see.. i dont see the connection.

im blogging so emotionally..

i wanna be positive like i always tell people.

but now im like this.. whyyyyyyyyyy.

i wanna be like how we used to last time.

so sadddddddddddddddddddddddd..

i love u too.

im just trashing out what i wanna say.

i dont know my M.I.A-ing was a disaster..

if i say anything wrong im sorryy.. just what im feeling now.

with this kind of weather. okay no link.

sooo currently listening to MJ12.

and i know that percentage i made above like irritating. childish. -.-

but nvm..

cos THIS IS MY LIL WORLD!

school. work. sigh

2011-01-30T02:39:00.001+08:00

oovoo-ed with AiAi ytd! ^^ used to do this when i was in NYP.

heeee.. :))

helloooo! ^.^
i am sooo addicted to cooking mama at FB..
wahahahaha! i know im full of crap. :P

i just got home from work. damn ittt..

my feet will be screaming in pain everytime i finish work.

hahahahaha.. :)

worked with Sayang today. :)

cos Rai couldnt make it -___-

and next week is Chinese New Year!

okay i know its weird cos im excited about it but nevermind lahh. :P

maybe going out with dear cousins and beloved aunts and uncles..

i hope they make it happen. i sooo miss my cousins, especially Nadhira! :((

thats why im looking forward to CNY. wheeeee..

RESULTS! okayy.. for now, ITE CCK has aready offered me

a Higher Nitec course, Leisure and Travel Operation.

i havent accept/decline the offer.

cos im still waiting to apply at RP.

haiss.. do i sound desperate? no right.. i hope not. :)

gaaaahhhh! can i scream like my feet does? HAHA!

lame? yes nevermind. thats Miaa for sure.

alrightey. ive had my say!

toodles moodles scoodles! -_-

☆

P.S : i still have lots to say to u but im just

gonna find the right time. peace.

2011-01-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

irritating right my face. tell me about it. cuteeeee.. ^^,

anywayssss, HIE. :)

ytd, went to meet Yayaaaaaaaaaaat.

haaa.. it was such a nice feeling ya know.

after a long time never meet him, then i get the chance to meet my bestie.

still have yet to meet Nifa, Esah, Nutt. :(

Farr is always near me. awwww.. haha :)

we talk yesterday. freaking talk.. hahahaha!

glad to meet him. wheeeeeee ♥

then bumped into Fahmi, Ju, Syafiyah and their another gorgeous frend.

heeeeeeee ^^,

we chat chat chat chit chit chit chat then went home around 11 plus.

what a daaaaaaaaaay.. :))

i sooooo wanna go back schooling pretty please. HAIS!

im so stuck here, lost. pffthhhh.

dont wanna be left out (isit?), dont wanna work!

i hope Yayat is doing well in his driving thingy.. heee..

then can bring me to someplace. lalalaaaa.. :)

and i just hope that everything that im going thru is worth it.

i dont want history to happen or whatsoever.

im just so tired of listening to the same old thing.

haisssss.. but i'll stay positive. :)

☆

we stay positive.

2011-01-25T02:55:00.000+08:00

hie bloggy darlaaa. :)

rightttt.. today wasnt in my best mood, i dunnooo.

im sorry if i make u angry or what.

but i dunno what has gotten over me. *sigh*

ya know.. sometimes i get confused to every word that u say.

but i'll try my best to make it seem i understand.

cos whatever i say, u'll just get it back at me.

it bothers me alot..

but i'll still be calm. patience is what it takes.

<33 u

okay im done.

:)))

its written there..

2011-01-20T18:53:00.000+08:00

Someone's watching over me. I hope..

2011-01-17T03:04:00.000+08:00

okay YAYYYY! im back to blogging.. i guess..

hahahaha. so here we goooo!

and i dont think people would wanna know about my cute lil world anymore,
like i always describe it.

but i wanna vent everything out hereeeeeeee.

woohooo!

okay im so hyper cos im back to blogging. wahahaha..

its 2.31am and mum has been bugging me to go and sleep. but i CAN'T. sorry ibu!

dsvndsbvnsdjkvnivunsjdhizcfnjadvijhvnba

okay sooooo, people say ive been M.I.A-ing from them all.

well, what can i say? i live up to my name! HAHAHA! -.-

okay serious. im sorry to all who thinks im disappearing (into the thin air),

but im always here if u need me!

just call/text/email/mail me. for those who dont have any of my personal details,

then im sorry u have to find me like literally find me in the land of woods.

i noe i talk crap but im so happy to blog back. im not kental okay! ^^

just wanna say a few words to some people.

starting from the ones ive always call 2nd family.

which is to BFFLs.

i miss u guys soooooooooo muchyyy! damn it lahh.. hais. :((

been wanting to meet/gather, but all our plans failed. ishhh..

and i still ♥ korang! believe me aite BFFLs.

and then to my dear Ikaaa.

if u have anything to share with me, dont be shy okay..

we are not strangers! and guess what?

its because of u that im starting to blog back!

inspired girl! ^^ ♥

to Affandi Ahmad,

I FREAKING WANNA MEET YR RABBIT.

u called me cos u wanna find my brother. IDIOT.

call my number = call miaa.

which part u dont understand, nigga?

hohohoho!

fierce eh aku? but u have to feel honoured cos im posting about u, at least.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

this is yr surprise. booooo! ^^

and lastly..

Khalis Ihsaaaaaaaaaan! :))

you! must stay strong okay!

like ive said, i believe in u.. and i noe u can make it.

just noe that everything happens for a reason.

it depends on how u wanna face it.

like u've said, "life's my commitment"

so live life to the fullest: live life as u imagined it to be.

u'll need sacrifice, suffering and struggle to be mature and understand the way of life.

heee.. ^^,

have i said enough? goshh miaa..

i hope i dont talk nonsense siaaa.. -.-

alright then. thats it for first post after so many months. HAHAHA!

toodles moodles! ^^,

☆

2010-12-23T02:39:00.004+08:00

OKAY SO I WANNA SAY THIS.

LOVE'S COUSIN SO GORGEOUS SIAAAAAAA

I LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEE

HEHEHEHEHE

OKAY DAH. MUACKS :P

2010-09-17T02:29:00.000+08:00

heyyyyy

im offcially with him omg. :))

i know i dont really blog about him but i love him.

he changed my perception towards things i felt negative with..

and omg.. he's annoyingly adorable i tell youuuuuuuu :))

i love you Amirul syg :D

16092010

2010-07-17T03:23:00.000+08:00

these are the photoshoot pictureeeeesssss!

wheeee!

♥

Updates and moreeeeeeeeee.

2010-07-17T03:19:00.000+08:00

okay peopearl!

im gonna update like... NOW. =)))

okay first things first.

i LOVEEEEEEEEEE my photoshoot pictures.

gaaaahhhh.. wished i could but more. but the price. *takes out calculator*

hahaha.. i'll post the pics later =P

alrightey.. so where were we? hahaha..

omg.. so many things to update. i dunnoe where to start man.

great great..

lets start with the one that i broke his heart, i think.

okay lets not be ego and admit.

well i am truly sorry i had to let out some things to him.

but he should now that he has yet to understand me well.

yes, i am difficult to tolerate with.

he can say whatever he wants to call me, but i know ive had my say.

im sorry if it might hurt u, but i guess hurting u ends up hurting me too.

gahhh unexplainable.

and i did an Apology cake for ibuuu. hahaha

well i did something wrong to her and she didnt wanna talk to me for 3 days.

pffffttt.. do u noe that it sucks big time when yr mother dun talk to u for even 1 day?

ihateitmuch. =/

in the enddd, she lovesssss the cake and im forgiven. <333

then to someone i care alotttttt..

congratulations to the both of u.. and last long aites? =)) <3

then back to my life..

i am rotting at work now. so boredddddddddd.

get it BORED? hah.

political issues. HAHAH! like real -__-

but i just hate that freaking Monget at my workplace.

irritssssss! *okay mia u cannot hate ppl.. chillllll*

so thats it. the summarised of everything, isit? hahahah..

if u dun understand, its okay.

its my world here. =))

OHH! i miss BFFLs. =((((

must meet up soon okayyyyyyyyy..

i miss blogger too. heh.

alrightos. im going tos. nightos!

pffffftt.

2010-05-28T01:27:00.000+08:00

okay hellooo dear readers.

♥ ♥ ♥

actually i dunno what to blog but i just feel like it. gahh.

okayy okay.

my cousinlove, Nadhira is going to be in Cambodia this coming 30th May till 4th June.

goshh im gonna miss her and miss her chatting merepeks with me. haha.. =(((

hope u'll have a safe journey there cousin! <333

bring back good stuff for Miaa Cute okayy..

ouhouh! payday soon! =DDD

i'll bring him everywhere. freaking adorable, Gaga. ♥

i think thats about it.

☆

ps : it keeps bugging me.

My World.

2010-05-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

Woooooots!

how do i start about today? hahaha..

okayokay Nifaa came to my house like from 7plus am.

and my phone died cos i didnt charge it. duh..

anywaysss, woke up at around 9plus am. goshhhh..

sorry Nifaaaaaaaaa! *huggs* ♥

we watched Niyang Rapik at my house first.

i got the DVD from cousin. =))

alright then Abg An went came back home with Farr.. ♥

after that, me and Nifa went to catch a movie. =D

thanks to Shafiq our supervisor for the tickets.. ^.^

okay sooooo..

we watched Shrek Forever After! wheeeee..

actually wanted to watch The Abandoned. sounds like a cool movie.. =D

but sadly, Nifaa had to meet his daddy by 7pm.

and the movie was greattt. =))

Puss was sooooooo cute! =DDD

ouh ouh! and our Flashmob thingy was postponed to 29th May.

baaaaaiiiiiiikkkkkkkk. hahahaha..

but i cant wait for it. exciteddddd! *looks at Zymma and Khai*

☆

made clear.

2010-05-15T00:51:00.000+08:00

olaaaaaaa!

first things first!

I ALREADY FOUND A STAR! --> ☆

BEEN LOOKING FOR IT LAHH! hehehh.. this really made me happy. ya'll noe?

hahaha.. =DD

I hate working morning! goshh.. hahaha..

especially when u have stomach cramps in the morning. GREAT.

it was damn mundane without Nifa around.

so she came at 1030. hurhur.. =))

ended work at 1600. and went back home straight.

how do u get a seat in the train between 1600 - 1900? hahaha.

BUT! managed to get one, at Sembawang. baaiiikkkk.. -___-

met Nifa again at ard 1945.

meet at usual place.. hurhur.. =))

i love it when we go there. things trashed out. =)

and and we went to kaypo-ed at this person whose going to commit suicide!

hahaha! we were like 'audiences' watching a thriller movie. haha!

interesting, i like! ☆

okayyyyy end of today.

short and cute. *looks in the mirror*

always stucked.

2010-05-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

what do u do when u feel stucked?

kay that is sooooo.. i dunno. -__-

okay this is just to let out.

maybe time for me to have my say.

well, just now, not a good day to start with.

sometimes knowing something u never expected to hear, especially from yr family,

is really bad trust me.

and again, why do i always end up to be in their problems when im not supposed to?!

and even though im related in some ways, well close, i just dunno why i'll be affected.

isit just me ?

and i'll be thinking about it and sulk all day long.

and become so moodless. OMG like why.

its not like once eh. countless times.

ouh im really sick and tired. like how long am i gonna stand this?

and if im being too direct to them, i'll be selfish wouldnt i?

cos i need to think of others. okayyy..

who the hell will think about me and my fucking feelings eh?

for some reasons i dunno why i care so much.

and now i dunno whose fault.

i dunno who to trust.

damn it, i just hate this.

okay im fine aready.

2010-05-06T16:19:00.000+08:00

Ouh and pleeeeeeeeeasssssseeeeeeeee..

Dun stop reading and tagging my cute blog.

hahaha.. =D

` I See You. ♥

tik tok.

2010-05-06T13:06:00.000+08:00

OLAAAA!

some updates about some events. hahaha.

ready? okay can. -_-

SATURDAY

Kak Nor's chalet cum Mother's Day Celebration.

we've had this for almost every year, and still counting. =D

i love the gathering and all. hurhur..

i get to meet new faces, if u noe wat i mean. hahaha..

Ali, Rai's bestfrend tagged along!

as usual, there'll be a lot of food and desserts. yummm!

who's the chef? my beloved Mak Long. heheh..

her cooking is really wow. ♥

ouhh! and this is the Mother's day cake.
i likeeeeee! ♥♥♥♥ hahahaha! omg pretty!

not forgetting about the games played every year. hahaha!

i team up with Ibu, Mama, Nadhira, Cik Mala and another Makcik. hees..

Our team's name is Stephenie Show,

which i dunno why but uts okay tho. =P

thot of putting PCD there. hahahhaa..

we had fun like hell and Abg Is kept on taking

photos of me cos he say i look like chemong.

which means cat. -___- apa sahh! hahaa..

i LOVE the last part of the game.

we had to choose a guy model.

so i chose Fhaidil! my father. hahaha.

omg.. he can be a potential kaywat siaaaa! really!

our team were really dressing him up like a woman.

and FYI, he actually cant fit into that baju kurung he was wearing! HAHAHAHA!

Rai had to squeeze his babat inside! =PPP

he did this catwalk like the two other male models did.

and dad's kaywat name was Timah from

Kampong Pisang. OMGUGUGAGA!!!

ouh and i saw Khaliff Korka there. baik FB name. =P

he was also having a chalet there with his frends.

he peek a boo at our mother's day celebration.. haha!

awesome!

2010-04-29T22:05:00.001+08:00

Hellooooooooo! =D

long time no see! hahaha.. *baik singlish* =P

omgagaaa.. ive been busy with work.

people busy with school, im busy with work. baik or not? haha..

well.. at least i earn some money hor.. hurhur..

I CAN WAIT FOR MY PAY THIS WEEK! WHEEEEEEE!

ouhh ouh! two of my colleague fought just now.

funnyyyyyy! hahaha! one cannot speak and understand english but only speaks chinese.

one cannot speak and understand chinese but only speaks eng and malay.

HAHAHA! how bout that! =PP

omg.. hahahaha.. i was laughing when they fought. im soooo sorry..

but it was too hilarious for me.. =DDD

they made my day mann.. hehehh.

anyways, i'll be working with Nifaaababy tmr.. wheeeeee! =DDD

cant wait to giler2 with her again. hohohoho..

before that going breakfast with Ibu, Mama Abg An and Nifaaaa. =))

and i cant wait to go to my family's chalet this Saturday.

*raising eyebrows*

its actually to celebrate Mother's day. hehehh..

its a must-go event.. =P

updates!

2010-04-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

IM WARNING U, THIS IS GONNA BE A LOOONNNNNG POST.

HAHAHA.. =)

hellooooo blogger loveeeeeeee!

i miss blogging siaa.. hehh..

so so here goes my story this few weeks. =)

Ive gotten a job at Old Town White Coffee with Nifaa.. =)

our first day was 22 March 2010.

met some new frends there. awesome.. =D

06.04.2010

BFFLS CHALET!!! <333333

this time, we are complete! heheh..

Yayat, Farr, Nutt, Nifa, Aisyah and MiaaCute are all present!

love us muchy muchy!

thanks to Nuutty Nutt's Parents for the chalet. =D

we had our chalet at Sentosa Costa Sand.

the view was just so beautiful. =))

just to summarized everything.

A'an came to become our chef (as usual).

after 4 hours of bbq-ing, we went for a swim at the swimming pool.

and we did front flips, taught by A'an my brother. *claps hand*

it was so dam fun i tell u.. hahaha..

and Nutt! hahahahaa! she was sooo cute lah and damn hilarious when she did her style of front flip. HAHA!

but she din give.. goodie! =DDDD

Nifaa came later at night with ZackCousin. hehehh..

they are officially together lah can. weehooooo! =D

okay so we spent the night together. =)))

(Nifa and Zack spent the night at the beach)

the next day Miaa and Nifaa were supposed to work but we pangsehh.. haha. =P

great night/day spent! =D

thanks Abg A'an for bbq-ing the food! =DD

09.04.2010

Longest Work Hours Ever.

Nifa worked with me! yeaa! =D

and we had the longest work hours ever for a part-timer there. =P

seriously!!!

Miaa worked for 11 hours and Nifaa? 13 HOURS OMG! HAHAHAHA!

we finished work at 1.30am and headed back home by cab. =P

that day Nifaa slept over my house.. wheeee!

10.04.2010

YouthOut Competition. Family Chalet.

whatever it is, Fad Faction still the best for Miaa! =DDD

so no worries kayss!

meet up with Yayat and Arman and Zymma.. =))

miss them soooooo muchy! =D

finally.. <3

arrived there a lil late. but still okay.. =)

*roundabout* HAHAHA!

thanks to that girl in tudung.. =))

and it has been awhile since i went to dance comps and support other groups.

i miss screaming.. dont u? hahaha.. -__-

paparazzi here and there.. *kening up2* i love it! =DDD

especially.. weehooooo.. =P

after that went to my Family's chalet.

Yayat had to come over at the chalet first cos theres no bus left to go back to Woodlands.

aww.. so yahh..

we just dunno what to eat when we arrive. too many variety of foodie. haha

he went home later cos his brother picked him up. =)

=))))))

11.04.2010

Escape Theme Park. =DD

OMGosh! we went to Escape Theme Park the day after chalet.

wheeeeeeeeeeeee...!

Farr was there.. <3

the funny part was..

we were about to go in the haunted house.

goshh.. i din noe all my 3 brothers and my dad were sooooo scared of the dark.

like really scared u noe!!! omg! HAHAHAHA!

in the end, Abg Ikin, my cousin saved us..

he was the first person to lead us in. hahaahaha!

I WANNA RIDE GO CART AGAIN! =DDDD

*baik 5 cousins rode together* heheheh..

and everytime i think of go-cart, i recalled the time BFFLs went escape.

i was stucked up there.. hahahahahaha!

chalet photos i'll upload soon! =DD

BAIK LONG POST! =DDD

FYI : i din get into RP. rejected 3 times. =(((((

miaaa a total loser.

Miaa in Wonderland!

2010-03-05T06:50:00.000+08:00

watched Alice In Wonderland in 3D with BFFLs! <333333

wheeeness! omg.. i LOVE the movie alot!

i feel like watching it again!

and currently im having a mini slumber party with Nutt.

(actually noo.. all we do is laugh like nobody's business.)

alrighteys!

Toodles Moodles!

Changi hangout.

2010-02-21T06:24:00.000+08:00

♥

just gotten back from Changi Beach.

how many times must i go there? hahaha..

ouh well.. i still love the atmosphere. =)

went there with my cousin's Courts lorry. =PP

and and the whole family has been farting for the past 5 hours? goshh..

its like a sequence. one after another (including me okay! hahaha!)

ouh! there was a family who brought along their persian cat.

ouhh myy.. she's a beauty. =D

plus, guess wat? i just got to noe sumthing!

i dunno if its true but Ne-Yo's gay?

i dunno if im outdated or wat. haha.

well.. i was listening to his latest song, Empty Frames.

and i got shocked that the lyrics was -

"...my knight in shining armour..."

"...I've been hurt by his mistakes..."

"...I put him first
I thought he'd stay..."

i got sooo curious! soooo..

Farr was talking otp with my bro.

and the internet connection there was not that good at changi (isit?). haha

okay nvm.. so i asked Farr to google abt him. omg..
THANKS FARR for helping me! =DDD i'll treat u ice cream someday. hahaha..
Miaa2.. tsk3..

im a very curious girl. BEWARE! hahaha..

and sooo.. BINGO! u have to read his story. i find it interesting.. haha..

he look straight tho. hah. well.. u cant judge now. =)

wanna noe why im blogging at this hour(5.35am) ?

cos i cant get to sleep. hah. -___-

but my body is aching! and there's a big bruise on my right thigh.

thanks to my bro for punching it ytd. -_______-

PAINFUL U NOE!!!

FYI, im bloated now..

i ate Fish N Chips, some Nasi Goreng Kerang..

hahaha.. gosh that is sooo tak perlu nak tell.. -__-

and today's Chingay's at woodlands right?

i hope i can wake up before 6pm in the morning. HAHA! =P

toodles moodles! ive had my say. =)

PS : its aready 21st Feb. and my date stated 20th Feb. idiot. -_-

im still good after today.. =)

i'll be back!

2010-02-18T18:45:00.000+08:00

yo fellaas!

i'll update soon aites!

sorryyy for the delay..

pls dun stop stalking me.

hahahaha..

much loves,

Miaaa. ♥

weird much!

2010-02-07T20:04:00.000+08:00

helloooooo..

actually ive got nothing to update.. hahaha..

well.. ytd i followed mummy go this cooking talk. =P

and today she cooked pulut durian. wheeee.. yuummm!

ouh yahh!

last night, i watched this movie called Madhouse on Channel 5.

goddd! i thot it wasnt scary cos i like horror movie.

but this movie gave me chills okay..

its actually about a Mental Health Hospital.

damn it! i dunno wy i was so scared lahh..

and theres a few parts about ghosts lahh.. hahaha.. =P

and also gore parts.. *rock*

i noe i sound stupid but i was scared until i asked mummy to accompany me watch.

i still insist on watching.. hahaha.. -__-

she slept halfway so i was left alone. spooky feeling!

but i just continued watching since its aready halfway..

and i managed to watched it till the end! standing ovation for me! -____-

then i wanted to play game after watching the show, to cool myself down.

then i heard this sound in the kitchen.. wahh thanks lahh..

so switched off my lappy then went to cuddled beside mummy.. =/

dunnoe why i was sooo scared to death ytd..

hmm well, it was aready 4am in the morning that time. haha..

currently i dunnoe whether i shud go jogging anot.. hahahaa..

i miss jogging at night.. pffhhtt!

okayy ive had my say. toodles moodles! =)

10th Year Anni!

2010-02-06T12:30:00.000+08:00

04.02.2010

baik heavy make up.. hahaha..

EVG's 10th Year Anniversary : Metamorphosis

it was a great night i must say. =)

everyone were so engrossed for their item.

with all those heavy makeups, the hair (sarang lebah), accessories. ya allahh..

it has been awhile since i was involved in any Malay Dance performance

i enjoyed that day so much.. bonding with all the juniors.. wheeee..! =D

even tho there were, Atiqah, Nani, Farah and I, had to go thru alot.

we made it thru.. =)

im soooo proud of the 4 of us!

and all of us had a major headache cos of the accessories on our heads. hahah.. =P

Mrs Karen Tan was super gorgeous that day. omg..

she was more stunning when she sang the song Miracles by Mariah Carey. woohooo!

she sang with a sec 2 girl from EVG. she have a great voice mann.. =)

thanks to all the teachers that invited us and not fogetting Papa Joji.. =))

thanks to BFFLs for coming down! ♥ support me only right? muahahah..

tho i noe its not that worth it.. but u all came down. =)

ouh ouh! Rai performed too!

he had to sing the Geylang Serai song.. hurhur..

soo cute lah Rai.. and he was great okayy!

Great performance everyone! =D

Nifaa Baby slept over my house! wheeee..!

it was aready so late so she come over.

and we chit chat until 5 am.. imagine that.

but i like it lahh! =D

both of us were sleepy but our mouth cant stop talking. hahaha!

and and i wanted to play Cake Mania 3 with Nifa. but i fogot.. hahahah! *looks at Yayat*

05.02.2010

Yayat came over my house.

actually Farr also wanted to come, but she couldnt make it..

nvm.. so yah.. actually theres no purpose of going to my house.. -_-

hahahahaha!

then Nifa went home in the evening.. =((

left with Yayat and MiaaCute.

we head down to cwp cos Arman wanna have dinner with us at cwp. wheee!

*cos Arman miss us like hell aready, no need to say*

saw Jazz and Amy!!! goshh! i miss them! =D

and at Banquet.. omg..

so chaotic lahh.. HAHAHAHA!

thanks to Arman and Yayat. (annoyed)

like im not used to it ehh.. pffhhhttt!

i think they felt as it they din poke me for ages.. padahal one week jer.. -___- HAHA!

and we saw Greg! gotta get Greg.. hahaha!

*he can speak Malay*

HAHAHAHAHAH! omg.. no link at all lahh..

u can ask us personally if u wanna noe wat happened.

cos i cant explain here. confirm confused.. hahahaa..

had a great night again with Arman and Yayat..

OMG! this sounds wrong!!! HOHOHO! =DDD

*concentration concentration this is the game of concentration*

LMAO! ROFL!

loves.

2010-01-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

this is for her. blue shirt, blue jeans. =))

i cant believe today's the day..

hmm.. how i wished she could stay much longer.

i will definitely miss hanging out with her and her family at her house.

im gonna miss the 'sudden' hang out with her. =(

phone calls till morning.

gonna meet her less..

im not gonna foget abt u kays.. love u much.. <3

i dunno why im blogging so emotionally.. help.. =/

she must be feeling sad too.

haaaaa.. wat a day..

and i cant believe i WALKED back home all the way from her house to mine.

yes all the way. =O

cos my ezlink left how many cents. -__-

and i din ask mummy for coins. no money in my wallet. baaaiiikkkk..

well thats it..

a mundane day for me.. =)

toodles moodles..

chop chop!

2010-01-29T01:04:00.000+08:00

omg her boobies are just.. woohoooo! =DD

she is just soooo gorgeous!

peapearl!

i cant believe the teachers just foget abt us.

thanks so much lah eh.. we came down for practises for wat seyy..

blueerrgghh.. and i dun feel like performing. somewat lahh..

and mummy din get to buy the tickets cos the tickets are all sold out.

boohooo.. i want mummy to watch! =(((

anywayss, we went gagaa just now! hahaha..

while practising, we sidetracked a lil.. hahaha!

Nani and Farah laughed like hell i tell u! if u wanna noe, call me! HAHAHA!

i repeat ehh.. *looks at Nani* =PP

and Rai was supposed to practise them but he never did eh.. *dushh!*

after that met Farr at cwp..

we din noe where to go at first, then she decided to shop for a dress.. haha..

managed to get a dress and we went off.

i met Ayira BlinkBlink cos he wants his shirt back.

very kecoh siaa Ayiraa.. =P

after that Ikaa nak meet. so we met up..

hurhur.. =)) *huggs*

and today maybe me and family and cousins going to ton at.. *raising eyebrow*

hahaha.. =P

kaylor.. ive had my say.

toodles moodles! =D

i love this.. hahaha.. =P

doomed.

2010-01-27T00:30:00.000+08:00

woots!

again ive not been updating this lovely blogger. =P

well, been going to malay dance pracs these few days.

the alumni rehearsals are like everyday..

the other malay dancers are also there to have rehearsals.

awww.. i miss my juniors! (i myself look like a junior -___-)

during rehearsals, they prioritized the drama people.

when it comes to us, the Javanese dancers, people like dun care.

baik alumni people. hahaha..

so i'll be dancing with Farah, Nani and Atiqah. =)))

i cant wait for Atiqah to fly back to Singapore.. wheee!

my current NEEDS

- clear my GIGANTIC pimple on my nose. (its really BIG and it sucks BIG time)

- new clothes! im getting sick of my clothes now.

- work! yes work! WORK!
- meet BFFLs soon! real soon! Nifa, Nutt, Aisyah, Farr and Yayat. =((

- and dance with dear dancemates again. hurhur..

Arman, Khai, Fee. =))

lastly i hope i can get into my new course. hmmm..

im so scared, worried. haiss.. Miaaaa! =//

okay trying to chill............

and chilled. =P how lame can i be? hahaha..

ive had my say. toodles moodles! =D

im glad.

2010-01-21T02:27:00.000+08:00

well, i just feel like blogging abt this.

i noe things have been rough between us.

we suffer in silence.

even tho u din tell me things, i noe some and yeaa..

not a good feeling.

i noe u've suffered alot. yet u insist on keeping it.

that title that we have, its not for display right.

maybe u were scared, that i might not be okay with it.

but i am now right? =)

i just wanted to tell u how glad i was when u told me that.

i really do, been waiting for that.

u noe if u tell me things, i tell u mine too right? heh..

it has always been likethat. =)

and remember u told me u were always happy when we go out together?

it goes the same to me too.. never been happier than that. =))

to all those that are bothering u..

they are just a bunch of disgusting jerks.

that dun have a life, and only wanna ruin other ppl's life.

jealousy. yea jealously.

urgghh these people.

watever happens, i promise to stand by u aites. no worries..

u noe i'll be there. =))

be strong and remember dun let all this pull u down. =)

*huggs tight*

Miaa's Life.

2010-01-21T02:00:00.000+08:00

can i be like her? woohooo!

okay someone said my blog is dead. fine.. hahaha..

we update abt this week's whereabouts kay? =))

18.01.10

i thoi i wanna go dance at RP.

but in the end i stayed home.

i wanted to go Nifa's hse to chill and relax.

in the end i took a nap at home. hahaha!

i swear i have no life now.. omgaga.. =/

then headed to cwp..

Farr wanted to buy her makeup set and her lil' brother's book.

and then decided to watch Case 39 at Farr's hse..

Nifa also accompanied. =))

omgaga! i love the movie lahh..

reminded me of the movie Orphan. =DD

19.01.10

meet up with Yayat to attend that training.

yes.. that work training.. hmm..

actually we din even signed anything seyy..

im just so confused. ouhh my GaGa. =P

and we need to attend the last training and the wat seminar.

are we working aready? i dunno! =//

headed down to 313 @ Somerset.

since Yayat has been like bugging me cos he hasnt been there yet.

hahaha.. so i ajak him go there.

walk2 at Forever 21 cos they were playing the whole Doll Domination album.

woohooooo!

had our lunch at KFC.

and omgaga.. we ordered snackers besides our meal.

*baik penamak* hahahaha! in the end, cannot finish. =P

walk2 again..

and guessed who we bumped into?

Ms Clyda! yess her at 313.

she asked me abt school. maaattiii..

and she din noe that me and Yayat are bestfrends. *raised eyebrows*

and we were tired after a few rounds walking there..

so TOMMMYYYYY! *saying it bitchily*

HAHAHAHAHA!

after that headed down to Ion.

cos Yayat wanted to check on sumthing.

then headed home.

and i tell u.. i shud not have borrowed Yayat's head phone lah..

he kept melatah-ing me to sing out loud.

and he farted! HAHAHAHA! very loud u noe!

but ppl din hear.. when it comes to me, ppl gets annoyed!

at the end of the day.. omgaga..

we were so tired lahh.. hahaha.. =DD

change.

2010-01-13T03:33:00.000+08:00

hello!

im back to blogging. omg. =P

busy week for me.

SSDC. i hope i can get the chance to dance with Zymma, Arman, Khai, Amy and Dayat again!
we rock cos we did a split on stage! heheh..

ouh! Dayat debut his 1st perfect split!

the is the 2nd time i did a b.e.a.u.tiful split on stage.. *wink*

and to ard of applause to Arman cos of his leglift! =D

and yeaaa about school. =(

ive been going to school this few days just to get the withdrawal papers signed.

yes ive withdrawn from my course.

haiss.. only god noes how i felt that time.

somewhat i feel that it was a tough decision to make.

well, change course, change school.

i felt that i cannot make it doing design. hah..

im gonna miss my classmates, who has always been supporting me.

especially Jeline Chia, Fiona Siow and Cherie Sim.

all the fun moments. and those period where we wud get angry with each

other but just kept it to ourselves.

but i still wanna go over Jeline's hse to play games. haha.. =D

and Mr Josef, omg.. it was hard for him to let go of me. haha.

sounds wrong right? =P

well, he wanted the best for me. =)

soooooo.. just now. accompanied Dayat and Haziqah to Raffles City.

Haziqh wanted help for her thingy..

hope she's doing fine now. =)

and omg.. i need a job!

to occupy my time and satisfy my needs, ouh please!

i dun wanna rot at home doing nuthing. -_-

what am i gonna do with my life.. *looks at Dayat*

ive had my say. toodles moodles!

im so lost! sorry but i just find me cute. HAHA!

here we go again.

tsktsktsk..

shopping and boots!

2010-01-03T15:16:00.000+08:00

wheeeee....!

great start for 2010 cos i get to go shopping with family! =D

it has been ages? yeaa.. hahaha..

meet Dheera and family then went off to bugis first junction first.

they bought their things there..

then i bought a new bag! wheeee! =D

its a hot pink Puma bag.

omg.. since when i go for pink ehh?

but nvm, i like it! =DD

Rai got a Adidas bag. =)) can exchange ehh.. hahaha..

after a while shopping decided to eat.

went to Banquet at Raffles Hospital.

and omg.. we ate alot.

i had Tom Yum Seafood with rice. hurhur.. =D

dheera ate alot siaa.. tak padan kudut! =P

after that went to Bugis Junction to get my wat...?

BOOTS! yes my boots! hahaha..

like finally ehh.. XD *baik kamil*

thot of getting the long one.

the chekered one. but i duno ahh..

maybe im short eh? hahaha..

so i bought the shorter one..

the colour like arman's boots. =))

wheeeee! so haappy! =DDD

ouh ouh! before that, we, 5 cousins, bought the same watch. HAHAHA!

cute or wat siaaa! =DDD

Rai purple, Adi green, Reza black, Dheera pink and me gold/brown. =D

its the same pattern kayy. hurhur..

then we sing songs while walking to get my boots.

baik family! ppl all look at us seyy.. hahahaha!

chilled at Illuma.

thot of jalan2 again there. but the rest wanted to eat at Mac.

so headed down to Marina Sq *M.Square* cos can chill there too.

before that! mummy bought for me a new wallet!

hahaha.. i feel so girlish lahh..

cos its St. Louis. =DD

and its red! wheeeee! <3

then my brothers bought their tops at G2000. very kecoh bodoh! =D

saw Fandi.. hahaha.. =)

after that i thot of getting different colour shoelace.

but dah tutop kedai! haahah..

anyways.. we went to Puma shop at Marina Sq.

saw Fahmi working.. hurhur.. =D

i just remembered if buy at Fahmi's shop can get 60% discount.

wasted!

then chilled at Mac..weeehooo.. =D

"apa mau balek siang2 babe"

hahahahaha! that was how we talked at Mac.

"gua anak Metro. sebab gua ada Metro card. ada members ah"

HAHHAHAHHA! Mama was really hilarious lahh! =DDD

great night! i loved it. =)

im just gonna wait until u open yr mouth.

sumtimes its hurtful but i just gotta pretend,

to make things easier for us to communicate.

byebye 2009.

2009-12-30T15:00:00.000+08:00

heyyyyy!

i guess this will be my last post?

nolah kidding.. hurhur..

this will be my last post for the yer 2009.

i must say i learnt alot this year.
from frends, family, basically the ppl are me lah. =)

from good to bad, from bad to worst.
waitt.. there were good stuffs and happy moments too. =)
having the ppl ard me that are sweet, caring, some understanding.
when im down, they were there.
what ive learnt is in reality,
there are only a few ppl that we can trust.
and that few is VERY few.. heheh..

those happy moments, i can never foget.
from work to going everywhere together to to making me smile everytime to
same mindset. hahaha..
from chalet to beach to chalet again to going out to lunch, dinner to dancing
and to being together all the time.
it was really appreciated.. =)

school haiss.. not as good as i expected.
i really feel like dropping! and change course.
ouhh goshh.. baik ahh.. =/
and again im saying this again. i want books! haha..

so many things happened this year.
i will remember for sure.. =)
tho there were ups and downs and left and right (LAME!),
im still the same Miaa, with the same feelings. haha.. =D

i dun wish to become old. but im 18 in 2010,
with the same height. HAHAHA. -____-
well, lets say hello 2010!

sometimes, things are expected,

but i just dunno when it'll happen.

cousin's engagement.

2009-12-28T01:01:00.000+08:00

hie yooo!

couldnt get to meet my BFFLs today.. boohoooo..

sorry BFFLs.. =((((((

firstly, BFFLs picnic's day was cancelled.

then i must follow ibuu go cousin's wedding.

so couldnt join them at Nifa's house. =(((((

theres always a next time right.. =)

went to dad's cousin's wedding first.

and omg.. the nenek2 was dancing their feet off okay!

it was hilarious! cos one of the nenek, mind u its NENEK, was dancing like she was possessed!

this is no joke! goshh.. those watching was like giggling and taking a video of her,

secretly! HAHAHAHAHA.. damn hilarious! =DD

theres one old man, with his shades on, dancing as if the floor was his.

omg he look damn funny with his head going left and right! HAHAH!

okay then theres another NENEK.

she wore a translucent baju kurung. and omg!

can see her braa! serious! it was gross lah can.. =/

kay enough of them. =P

but the foodie was nice tho.. =)

went to cousin's engagement.

lucky when we came, there wasnt a lot of guest.

so slacked there. even fell asleep there. hahahaha..

ouh! i thot i could meet Khai, cos he live right next to the block.

but sadly he was with his cousins. so nvm.. =)

i didnt noe that Farr's silat performance was at Pasir Ris too.

so decided to meet her after that.

she was at someone's wedding. hahaha..

and pitied her cos she hurt her left ankle.

it was quite bad seyy.. and i hurt my foot.

cos i wore high heels -______-

accompanied her to buy her ankle guard then headed back home.

ouh ouh ouh!

3 DAYS TO NEW YEAR!

*wishing*

hehehh..

im outz!

whatever.

so much.

2009-12-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

wooo step cute! =D

heelllllloooooooo!

omg.. i havent been blogging for like, a week?

ouhh gosh.. pls dun stop visiting! =D

firstly let me thank Ra-syad for inviting us to his fabulously terrace house.

omg! so huge and pretty and cool and so gordilocks-ish!

and played Rockband. HAHAHAHA! *looks at fee and arman and kai*

i wanna watch Avatar lah!

okay dah tu jer.. hahaha..

blahblahblah..

okayy i just feel like blogging about this.

sometimes people are ego. true?

so they just dun wanna apologise or even realise their mistake.

well, some realised but they are so ego that just act as if nothing happened.

a simple sorry. is that difficult? heheh..

tsktsktsk..

then then. about those quiets ones. omg..

those people who thinks they can be so discreet and silent.

think again. this is a small world.

as the saying goes, u can run but u cant hide.

but then again, its your life, u wanna tell people about u but not to me.

its okay, guess its hard to trust Miaa right? hah.

aper2 jer lah kan.. hehh..

ouh new year coming! 2010.

what a year kan 2009? haha..

later can talk abt this..

who wanna celebrate yr new year with Miaa? =)

alritey. ive had my say. =)

toodles moodles!

gegerl just finished bathing! =D

do u noe something?

2009-12-18T13:16:00.000+08:00

Latest Update

i wanna : meet The Pussycat Dolls again
i am feeling : pissed? sad? okay stop.

i dont wanna : go to school.

i hate : You.
i fear : that something bad will happen, real soon.

i have : to stop that feeling.

i think : im being lame. -__-

get it? get it? get it?

actually i dunno what to post. hahaha.

will update soon! =)

when my Bottle Pop, shake me.

Me and my lil cute world.

hi hi

ECP

party time ^.^

over soon.

new look, yet again

just lose it.

woohoo~

thank god its friday :)

a mess

:(

again

what!

testing

good morning.

blog error

unexpected gift! ^^

yours truly ^^

bloody

resolution?

mondayblues; blue's clues

plain

just for fun ^^

just be true to who you are by Jessie J

just me again.

her (belated) birthday :D

not just 2 but 3. :)

what a week.

YAY!

-.-

all smiles.

he's coming home! ♥

im an alien

one month :'((( ♥

aftermath

good friday = holiday :)

Club Crawl

1st day of school.

16.04.2011 ♥

nifa's cupcakes.

marsh mersh morsh.

the search for a long floral dress.

nowplaying MAD by Neyo.

my new hair~

shucks..

lalalalelelululuu.

silly me.

uuweeeee !

tolly new look. :)

better than talking to u. -,-

waterfront with love(s)

after much thinking..

school. work. *sigh*

we stay positive.

its written there..

Updates and moreeeeeeeeee.

pffffftt.

My World.

made clear.

always stucked.

tik tok.

awesome!

updates!

Miaa in Wonderland!

Changi hangout.

i'll be back!

weird much!

10th Year Anni!

loves.

chop chop!

doomed.

im glad.

Miaa's Life.

change.

shopping and boots!

byebye 2009.

cousin's engagement.

so much.

do u noe something?

school. work. sigh